Poems from the '90s
1990 1992 1993 1995 1996 1997 1998 1999
1990
All Grown Up — 2/23/90
Seeing my younger brother as an adult for the first time.The Night Sky — 9/30/90
On vacation in California, I fell in love with the place and didn't want to leave.Here and There — 10/1/90
Lamenting the changes in my relationship with Georgia.
1992
Us In June — 1/31/92
Thinking about how happy I was about my impending marriage to Wolfmoon and how sad I was at not being able to share my joy with my parents.
1993
Today Tomorrow & Always — 6/12/93
Written for Wolfmoon for our 1st wedding anniversary.
1995
Lust — 5/7/95
I fell head over heels in lust. The 1st poem in the Lust Woman Chronicles.
1996
I Wish — 2/14/96
Wanting what I can't have. 2nd in the Lust Woman Chronicles.Submission — 2/29/96
My favorite of the Lust Woman poems. 3rd in the Lust Woman Chronicles.Waiting — 6/16/96
Horny and being ignored.Adventure — 6/20/96
4th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.Shelter — 8/3/96
Written for Wolfmoon in an attempt to reaffirm my commitment to her.Wet Skin — 8/7/96
Inspired my one and only Xena fanfic. 5th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.Grammy — 8/10/96
A dream I had.Do You Know — 8/22/96
Still longing for Lust Woman. 6th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.What Would You Have Done? — 8/25/96
Written for Wolfmoon when I was feeling amorous on a camping trip.My First Love — 9/14/96
Fulfilled a cherished fantasy through a dream.Are You — 10/1/96
7th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.The Offering — 10/11/96
8th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.I Feel It — 10/20/96
9th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.You Remain — 10/24/96
10th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.I Cry For That — 10/26/96
Thinking about letting go. 11th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.You Ask — 11/4/96
Therapy.Roaring Fire — 11/10/96
The explanation of my pseudonym.Life of the Party — 12/7/96
A night of dancing with a beautiful woman.
1997
Facing My Past — 2/17/97
Cleaning out my childhood bedroom.Restless — 2/20/97
Valentine's Day. 12th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.The Dam — 3/4/97
Wishing I didn't hold back my emotions.Sad — 3/4/97
Mourning my losses.Contrast — 3/17/97
The differences between the two women I loved. 13th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.To Touch — 3/18/97
Inspired by the restroom scene in the movie "Wild Side."This Shirt — 3/19/97
Remembering my grandfather.We Pretend — 5/13/97
Ignoring the big lavender elephant in the room.Isle Of You — 5/17/97
Guided meditation. 14th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.One Hand — 6/18/97
Wind Dancer began hunting Wolfmoon. 15th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.The Wall — 6/21/97
I conquered a wall.The Walk — 7/2/97
Inspired by a painting.Wind Dancer — 7/21/97
I became attracted to Wind Dancer.Both Of You — 8/19/97
The threesome.Thank You — 8/23/97
Written for my parents for their 42nd wedding anniversary.The Fire — 8/29/97
Loss and change through fire.But I Do — 9/3/97
Aftermath of the threesome.Take It Away — 10/16/97
Learning from the pain.The Knife — 10/17/97
I will survive.Your Words — 11/25/97
Responding to Georgia's pain.
1998
Watching and Waiting — 1/21/98
Waiting for Wolfmoon to break it off with Wind Dancer.So What Did You Expect? — 2/28/98
The tables turned.That Smile — 3/3/98
Longing for the good ol' days.Don't Want To Know — 3/7/98
Conscious denial.Holding Pattern — 5/29/98
Tired of waiting.Knowing Me — 7/12/98
Finally let go of my obsession with Lust Woman. 16th in the Lust Woman Chronicles.Without You — 8/19/98
Life without Wolfmoon.In Loving Memory — 11/3/98
Remembering Simon, my kitten.
Warning: Contains a graphic description of the murder of a kitten; however, that is only one small part of the poem.Black and Blue — 12/9/98
Shopping while depressed.
1999
Just A Dream — 4/12/99
My First Crush returns. More dream sex.It's the Light — 5/29/99
Loving light in its many forms.And Still She Cries — 9/18/99
I wasn't the only one experiencing a painful breakup.Write It — 10/1/99
Writing out the pain.The Softness — 10/3/99
More dream sex.