I Wonder

You call
Leave a voice mail
Ask me for a favor
Knowing I'll help and
Give you what you ask

I return your call
Leave a voice mail
Saying I can help
And give you
What you want

The next day you
Show up in my office
Dressed in your uniform
I have everything
Ready for you

We talk, I watch you
I love watching you
I still feel the attraction
You are single now
But I am not

We say good-bye
You go back to work
I leave for an appointment
Alone in my car
I find myself wondering

I wonder about you
I wonder about me
If we were both single
Would we act on the attraction
Then I wonder why

Why am I wondering
I am not single
I don't even want to be
I am very happy where I am
And with who I am with

But still I wonder...

8.29.02

CMT

Author's Notes

Back before I met Kodi, I had worked on a project closely with a young female police officer. I became very attracted to her and we talked about it. At the time, she was in a relationship. And now, she is the one that is single and I am not. I just found myself wondering, if we were both single, would anything happen.